Very bored, very sad now. Due to my result, i manage to be promoted to sec 2 but, my result aint good. All i got is a bunch of Cs and a pityful number of Bs and no As. U get what i mean. Anyone think this marks is good?? To me it sux!! I got nothing to say, dont know what to do next. Let bygones be bygones?? Should i do that, not to dwell on something bad, to move on?? I cant make, what is the point of life?? To take exams?? Failing them?? What for?? Why others can score better then me?? WHY?? Nothing is important to me now, NOTHING. I feel like sleeping, and never to wake up.. I wish this never happened, someone told me this before, "no one is born stupid" it dont really make sense to me. I wish i could perish from the world. Nothing is important.
In a really bad mood now, sure will get scold from mum. Grounded. Nothing. Maybe this is where i mark the end of my life?? ( I wont be so stupid to die yet) My heart is dead, my body isnt. Im like nothing. Im not important to anyone. If i really got to leave, i will. (** Again, i will not be so stupid to die)
Im alone, in this dark dark world. There is no one, except me. World has ended, human beings dead. The lone, a hole in the middle of the chest, cut through the heart. Blood dripping, heartbeat stopped, i collapsed. Tears dripped down my cheek. (** im not cry, you noe describe??) My shirt is wet, standing in the rain helplessly. No one step up to help me...
End of the world, end of my heart, end of 1 Aspire...
Lexter-B
Teach Me How To Love
|| 2:23 PM
